Patrick Reviews New Apologetics, New Apologetics Reviews Christopher Hitchens, The Sacraments as Direct Encounters with the Supernatural, Praying as an Atheist

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Patrick Speckamp
October 25, 2012 · 

Hi, I just wanted to say….although I’m an agnostic atheist, I find your page very intriguing. I also appreciate your “welcoming” attitude towards people who don’t share your beliefs. This is actually a quality that I missed in many interactions I had with religious people. I also appreciate the high standard of input you give. It’s very philosophical and you guys make a true effort to engage with people in a very rational way, without ehemeral religious drivel and without ad hominem attacks. Good job! I’ll be in touch in due course

Charles Ratcliff Patrick looking forward to your thoughts.
October 27, 2012 at 6:12pm · Like

Beverly White I appreciate Patrick’s post. I like that hes not attacking our beliefs. sometimes when atheists engage me its to confront, not to exchange ideas. If we all can respect each other, despite our differences, we will have peace on Earth. Best wishes Patrick.
October 29, 2012 at 7:08pm · Like · 2
Jared Peer Best wishes, agreed. Men like Dawkins have made hostile anti-belief the popular motif of the day, but popular and respectable aren’t the same! I respect someone who wants to dialogue in peace, rather than antagonists.
October 30, 2012 at 6:21pm · Like
Patrick Speckamp Just wanted to extend a thank you to all you guys who have responded favourably to my post and have refrained from sending or wishing me to hell and labelling me as a confused basket case without purpose and morals. Thx guys and all the best to you.
October 30, 2012 at 6:33pm · Like · 2
Patrick Speckamp @jared peer thanks as well for your reply. I agree that dabates should be conducted in a respectful and conducive manner. However, people like Richard Dawkins or the late Christopher Hitchens are indeed providing a counterbalance to the sometimes even more agressive evangelical apostolate as can be encountered primarily in the US. This is not to say I support their style of debate 100% but I think they are two eloquent thinkers, whose arguments should be heard and assessed. Also, I find their tongue-in-cheek style quite amusing at times
October 30, 2012 at 6:51pm · Like · 1
New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp We’re actually very big Christopher Hitchens fans here. Not just because he was a great orator, but we think he was right about most of what he said. The concepts of God he attacked were eminently worthy of being vandalized. All of them were of a deity who somehow loved evil. But Christopher believed in justice and in the defense of the innocent, and he wasn’t going to give that up for any threat of hell. Though many will disagree, we see him as something of a martyr for the true God. He wouldn’t settle for an idol as so many of us have.
October 30, 2012 at 7:02pm · Like · 2
Patrick Speckamp Wow, now that’s a comment that surprises me…I know CH to a great degree adressed the literal bible-abiding faith of the evangelicals but he was also an outspoken opponent of the Catholic church. Creationists aside, but he still raised questions about the moral concept of a God punishing you for thinking differently…Maybe this would be a topic for your “Tractatus”? An evaluation of CH and his theses about religious beliefs….I’d be more than keen to hear your opinion….but again, interesting that you appreciate his input…I just want to add a question: you said he was a “martyr” for the true god…this is apparently a statement that follows from the fact that all the gods he criticized were not consistent with the god you set out to promote. Where then is the difference between the god CH criticized and the god that he didn’t criticize and who happens to be the god that you support?
October 30, 2012 at 7:14pm · Like
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New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp That’s a very good idea. Would you be interested in suggesting some ideas of Hitchens that you think would be most relevant?

You mention the moral concept of a God who punishes you for thinking differently, but that is self-evidently a property unworthy of God. It is also the teaching of the Church that all people of goodwill can be saved. They are saved through Christ though they do not know him by name. God has to be at least as good as the best man…
October 30, 2012 at 8:13pm · Like
Patrick Barnes how can men be saved by christ if they dn t live according to his morals (commandments)?
October 30, 2012 at 8:20pm · Like · 1
Patrick Speckamp exactly Patrick, that would be my first question…we’re all cast in hell if we’re not catholic although we have the option to be catholic..
October 30, 2012 at 8:22pm · Like · 1
New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp Patrick Barnes Please list your questions, and we’ll answer them from a Catholic perspective. This is very helpful feedback.
October 30, 2012 at 8:25pm · Like
Patrick Speckamp You asked me for some material to elaborate on Christopher Hitchens’ theses. Here’s some sort of starting point, and please don’t be put off by the title. There’s one point he raises that I’m especially keen to hear your answer to: what’s the logical reason from switching from a deist position (there’s a higher power) to a theist position (there’s a higher power that minds what you do)….http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nIRJVmZ4K8&feature=related

Hitchens vs God (god loses by the way)

www.youtube.com

Christopher Hitchens’ opening statement on god during the Hitchens vs Hitchens debate.
October 31, 2012 at 7:09pm · Like · 1
New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp Thank you for you patience in awaiting our reply. We agree with the essence of everything that Hitchens says in this video. We’ll take it point by point. If there is anything important that we’ve left out please let us know.

Hitchens affirms the potential plausibility of deism in the beginning. He questions the possibility of there being a legitimate inferential process of getting from deism to theism. He is absolutely right about that. You can’t reason from deism to theism in a reliable and publicly accessible way. 

Our particular way of reasoning to theism is by means of arguments which entail theism at the outset. We would not, for example, attempt to argue from evidence of design in nature to any kind of Christian conclusion. The design could very well be attributable to a committee of finite deities or a morally indifferent god. Taking the evidence from nature at face value (“red in tooth and claw”) would not suggest that perfect love had orchestrated the natural order of things.

Hitchens then goes on to say why he’s glad theism is not true. On the model of theism he is objecting to, we are just as glad that it’s not true. If it were true, people who had any regard for justice would have a moral obligation to rebel in the hope that there was a just God over and against the impostor deity that happens to be in the way. The tragedy is that very many people have chosen to embrace the image of the unjust god that Hitchens is rightly trashing. 

Let’s take the different purported aspects of theism that Hitchens brings up, and briefly compare them with the Catholic understanding:

1) Theism is a totalitarian system – On the contrary, God has given away every power that can be given away, and has offered us to partake in his own glory. On the Catholic viewpoint, the one desire of God is to exalt the individual soul as if that soul were God and God were her slave. This is neither an exaggeration nor an aberrant modality of Catholicism, but is the teaching of the Church on the meaning of why we exist. God wants to glorify us gratuitously.

2) Wish to be a slave – While this psychological motive prevails in many people, God wants to elevate and exalt the individual infinitely. This is the core message of the gospel: God has intervened to elevate the lowly. We are given a destiny of glory so high that every good thing that God has ever done or will do, he does through us for every other creature. A lot more needs to be added here…

3) Convict you of thought crime – God isn’s interested in holding our sins against us. There are good reasons why we do the things we do, and he knows it. We are only trying to make ourselves feel a little better in a totally unfair world. God wants to save us from all of the diminishment caused by our sins because that diminishment is incompatible with our perfect joy. We are made in the image of God, and cannot accept ourselves fully while we are aware of our faults. God wants to transform those faults so as to have no power to harm us. He goes so far as to make all of our sins and sufferings necessary for the eternal happiness of every other person.

4) Total surveilance around the clock – See above.

5) A celestial North Korea – See above.

Who wants the theism he’s attacking to be true? If it’s true, it attacks us in our deepest, most essential integrity. It is an insult to humanity and the possible hope in a just God. We affirm that Christopher Hitchens and God see things in a very similar way – with God being an infinitely amplified version of Hitchens.

Additionally, Hitchens views on the injustice of the suffering of the innocent and on the repugnant nature of typical construals of original sin and redemption theory are also exactly right from the standpoint of Catholicism. 

In order to clearly see why Hitchens’ view is the right one (pace most Christian apologists) we have to keep in mind God’s infinite opposition to human suffering and that the redemption is his infinite response against every evil to defeat every injustice perfectly. There is very good reason why this intervention appears on the surface to be a total failure. In reality, it is the most extreme counterstrike and discomfiture of evil that can possibly be conceived.

We can answer further questions on any of these topics in greater depth depending on your interest. Please press any point as hard as you want.

P.S. Religion as science is self-evidently a monstrosity. No objections there either.
November 6, 2012 at 3:51pm · Like · 2
Patrick Speckamp @Michael Zimmerman I also watched this debate some time ago: I admit CH lost that one by a mile. Besides the fact that Craig was sober and Hitchens had possibly downed a few it is mainly the fact that Craig consistently points out Hitchens’ argumentative flaws. Craig is well-organised and submits clearly structured arguments (partly based on Thomas’ “five proofs”) which he deftly presents in his opening speech coupled with an invitation for CH to disprove them. Hitchens then makes the mistake to rely on his rhetorical flourishes and regurgitates his renowned positions without really addressing the arguments put forward by Craig. Well-read and erudite as CH was, it should have been easy for him to debunk the flaws in Craig’s initial 5 main arguments since they were anything but new and have been confuted before. As such Hitchens was outmatched because: he underestimated his enemy, he didn’t adjust his tactics to the battlefield and Craig was simply better prepared.
November 10, 2012 at 5:50pm · Like
Patrick Speckamp New Apologetics Thank you very much for the extensive reply. I am again surprised you respond so favourably to CH’s propositions, which makes me assume that either a) you diverge from the Catholic viewpoint as laid out in the catechism of the Catholic Church or b) that I and many others are under a great misapprehension about what Catholicism means. Given that I was brought up a traditional Catholic and thus received my fair share of Catholic teaching, I would hope that point b is not true. If it were true I would be somewhat disappointed in my abilities to process information. That aside, I would like to follow up on a few things you pointed out.

1) You said that god has given all the power away to us to decide for ourselves. I agree with the fact that we are in charge of our actions, but isn’t that a given? Religion has no choice but saying that free will is god-given because we make our own decisions every day. Whether these decisions are predetermined is a different debate. But regarding the Catholic view on free will, the interesting part starts when Catholicism makes claims about the consequences of our decisions. And I would like to point out that the Catholic Church is very clear about the personal decision to dismiss or criticize the claim that a god exists. While it is normatively necessary to be a Catholic to be saved (see CCC 846; Vatican II, Lumen Gentium 14), there are exceptions, and it is possible in some circumstances for people to be saved who have not been fully initiated into the Catholic Church (CCC 847). Seeing that I, for example, have been initiated into the Catholic Church (baptized, confirmed) what does the Church have to say about my salvation? I think I know the answer: hell!…now, what’s not totalitarian about that?

2) Following from this, there is the question about the rules that the Church (I know, it’s supposedly not the Church but the holy ghost working through the holy Catholic church) has set up. If you want to be a Catholic you have to unequivocally agree to a set of propositions. These include: The virgin birth, the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, the infallibility of the pope when speaking ex cathedra, the fact that god can forgive sins, the assumption of mary with soul and body into heaven…just to name a few. If you don’t buy into any of these, see above. How is that a benign system that fully appreciates humans in their right to make decisions and make up their own minds? It boils down to saying “believe it or you are damned, we don’t welcome objection and god will punish you for thinking differently”.
3) While I agree that our faults are a diminishment to our lives, I still have to differ on the assumption that certain things labelled as “sin” by the church are necessarily detrimental to our lives. For example apostasy, the worst of all sins: I cannot see why it would be detrimental to structure one’s life without assuming a supernatural being. On the contrary, rejecting any claims of a deity and any claims of an afterlife only makes me appreciate this life more. Knowing that I will die at some point and knowing that there’s no justified reason to hope for an afterlife greatly motivates me to make this life count and to give it my best. How is that a diminishment?
November 10, 2012 at 7:25pm · Like
Patrick Speckamp In one of your earlier posts you said “It is also the teaching of the Church that all people of goodwill can be saved. They are saved through Christ though they do not know him by name. God has to be at least as good as the best man…” well, I do know Jesus Christ by name, I used to belive in him, I prayed to him, I even believed he helped me through my University exams by means of the intercession of a local saint, i truly believed that. I even put a votive tablet at the tomb of the saint i prayed to…but some time afterward i started looking closely into my belief system…i asked myself, was it god who gave me the right answers or was I maybe just smart enough to pass my university exams with an A in all subjects. Maybe the examiners just liked me, idk, but how can we establish a proof of supernatural intervention there? All I’m saying right now is, I used to be totally on your side, but having moved to a different country, having studied at an international university, having heard various people’s opinions and having assessed them, having had a time off my “Bavarian Traditional Catholicism” , and also getting to know a lovely girl from a completely different background has opened my eyes and ultimately has made me an agnostic atheist…because i realize there’s a multitude of opinions out there. According to catholic doctrine, many of those people I met will go to hell, because they happened to be born in the wrong country and they don’t buy into the xstian faith, although they have knowledge of it. If it really is the catholic proposition that those people are going to hell….to tell you the truth, I’m more than happy to have abandoned that faith.
November 11, 2012 at 6:31pm · Like
New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp You wrote: According to catholic doctrine, many of those people I met will go to hell, because they happened to be born in the wrong country and they don’t buy into the xstian faith, although they have knowledge of it. If it really is the catholic proposition that those people are going to hell….to tell you the truth, I’m more than happy to have abandoned that faith.

We reply: This is not Catholic doctrine. If it were, then you would be right to leave the faith in search of the hope of some approximation of justice. On the view you mention, God would be provably unjust for damning people because of misinformation. The God we believe in is perfectly just. He is everything we (and Christopher Hitchens) already love, but infinitely so.

You wrote: I even believed he helped me through my University exams by means of the intercession of a local saint, i truly believed that. I even put a votive tablet at the tomb of the saint i prayed to…but some time afterward i started looking closely into my belief system…i asked myself, was it god who gave me the right answers or was I maybe just smart enough to pass my university exams with an A in all subjects. Maybe the examiners just liked me, idk, but how can we establish a proof of supernatural intervention there?

We reply: We can’t usually establish proof of supernatural intervention in an empirical sense. Almost all supernatural claims are non-falsifiable. God works through creatures, and so the intervention appears identical to a non-intervention depending on your interpretive framework. Certain miracles push this boundary, but normally there is no empirical way to verify answered prayer.

One way to experience supernatural intervention: If you go to confession, you will have the grace to believe again. The sacraments are direct encounters with supernatural intervention. 

P.S.
By means of a rigorous ontological argument, it is possible to establish proof of perfect justice being the ultimate reality, and such a proof would entail that if you prayed, then (out of justice) your prayer would be heard and answered. God has never said no to any person’s well-intentioned prayer, but the disordered states of affairs in the world have often gotten in the way. Other people (whom God has made irrevocably infinitely important) have said “no” to God, and therefore there are “holes” in divine providence because people who should have been involved in communicating his gift to you aren’t. We can offer more on this depending on your degree of interest.
November 11, 2012 at 8:10pm · Like · 1
Dexter Huinda @Beverly White: If Jesus Christ himself respected the teachings, traditions, systems of Scribes and Pharisees during His time, He would not have been pronounced to die on the cross. But JC stands by the TRUTH, and anything that is against the TRUTH, He will not tolerate. Ergo, if any religion, be it Catholicism or any of the its divisions cause and promote “deceit” [as was told in the prophecies, for many false Christs will come into the world…], then expose them to the public, just as Christ did expose the early church during His time. True PEACE can only be achieved by abiding in the TRUTH, for the truth will set us free.
November 13, 2012 at 2:55am · Like
Patrick Speckamp New Apologetics Thanks for your reply. Just a few things: You said it is not Catholic doctrine to say people of a different faith who have acquired knowledge about the Catholic faith but rejected it cannot be saved. Again, I can only refer to the official statement of Lumen Gentium quoted above. Past councils and popes phrased it even much more sharply, such as Pope Innocent III at the Fourth Lateran Council: “There is but one universal Church of the faithful, outside of which no one at all can be saved.” Can we forget about these statements or are they part of the official Catholic belief system? Also, you said: “The God we believe in is perfectly just. He is everything we (and Christopher Hitchens) already love, but infinitely so.” Great. But why not call it justice then? The god you seem to portray seems nothing more than an infinitely amplified projection of humanly desire for justice, similar to what Feuerbach proposed.WYD confessional

You said “One way to experience supernatural intervention: If you go to confession, you will have the grace to believe again. The sacraments are direct encounters with supernatural intervention.” What gives you the certainty that god can forgive sins and, moreover, by the act of doing so he will endow me with a different kind of mindset that will bring me back to a belief in him? This seems to me not only an unfounded claim but also a kind of circular thinking, since it is essential to truly regret one’s sins in order to make a valid confession. I do have regrets about things I did, but not in front of a god but in front of the people I mistreated and I certainly don’t regret having come to the informed conclusion that I cannot maintain my former belief in a god anymore. So, this endeavor to encounter supernatural intervention is rendered meaningless from the get-go.

Your postscript also entails another interesting question. You said “Other people (whom God has made irrevocably infinitely important) have said “no” to God, and therefore there are “holes” in divine providence because people who should have been involved in communicating his gift to you aren’t.” I am not sure if I understand you correctly but are you saying that I, having said “no” to god (although that’s putting it very bluntly), am in the way of other people’s prayers being answered? If that is what you are saying, why should an almighty god care about an insignificant maverick like me and be hindered in answering the prayers of the righteous?

Finally, I would like to ask you one question. Even if you don’t answer anything else I wrote today, please answer me this question as succinctly as possible: In your opinion (which should be the opinion of the Catholic Church) am I going to hell if I don’t change my ways?
November 13, 2012 at 5:56pm · Like
Patrick Speckamp @Dexter Huinda yes,you’re right in saying that we should all be concerned about truth. What I find disconcerting is the fact that a great deal of people who accept an alleged “truth” that has entered their minds by parent teaching, by listening to sunday school, by listening to religious authorities, by believing an ancient book, because they allegedly had a personal revelation, because they feel comfortable with a particular belief system, take it for unquestionable truth…i must say, these totalitarian proclamations of the major world religions don’t impress me at all. They all claim to have the truth, yet they contradict each other in important points. So, one of them is true or none of them is true. I think none of them is true because none of them is based on an actual proof of god’s existence. And since god’s existence is at the very core of their propositions we’re starting from an invalid premise to begin with. Science, although still far from providing all the answers as to the existence of everything, is still far more elegant in its explanations. Just take the fact of evolution, we now know how we became humans. I’ll concede that evolution doesn’t answer the question of how the universe started but there are reasonable hypotheses and science is working on it industriously. Just because we don’t have an explanation yet, doesn’t mean we have to fill those gaps with superstition of a devine being. It’s a classic “non sequitur”.
November 13, 2012 at 6:48pm · Like
New Apologetics Patrick Speckamp Please excuse the delay in replying. Personal matters have interfered with our timely response.

You wrote:
Thanks for your reply. Just a few things: You said it is not Catholic doctrine to say people of a different faith who have acquired knowledge about the Catholic faith but rejected it cannot be saved. Again, I can only refer to the official statement of Lumen Gentium quoted above. Past councils and popes phrased it even much more sharply, such as Pope Innocent III at the Fourth Lateran Council: “There is but one universal Church of the faithful, outside of which no one at all can be saved.” Can we forget about these statements or are they part of the official Catholic belief system? 

We reply:

We do not deny any of these statements. However, they are a great source of misunderstanding to Catholics and non-Catholics. We agree that there is no salvation outside the Church. This simply means that for anyone to be saved, it is through Jesus Christ and by means of being a member of his body which is the Church. It does not mean that one has to be a “card-carrying” Catholic. To say that it does mean that one has to be a card-carrying Catholic is a heresy which has been condemned by the Church. We can send you further information on the heresy of “Feeneyism” if you like. We do assure you, though, that our position is not aberrant, but represents the official teaching of the Church. Here is the relevant section of the Catechism:

“Outside the Church there is no salvation”

846 How are we to understand this affirmation, often repeated by the Church Fathers? Re-formulated positively, it means that all salvation comes from Christ the Head through the Church which is his Body:

Basing itself on Scripture and Tradition, the Council teaches that the Church, a pilgrim now on earth, is necessary for salvation: the one Christ is the mediator and the way of salvation; he is present to us in his body which is the Church. He himself explicitly asserted the necessity of faith and Baptism, and thereby affirmed at the same time the necessity of the Church which men enter through Baptism as through a door. Hence they could not be saved who, knowing that the Catholic Church was founded as necessary by God through Christ, would refuse either to enter it or to remain in it. This affirmation is not aimed at those who, through no fault of their own, do not know Christ and his Church:

Those who, through no fault of their own, do not know the Gospel of Christ or his Church, but who nevertheless seek God with a sincere heart, and, moved by grace, try in their actions to do his will as they know it through the dictates of their conscience – those too may achieve eternal salvation.

“Although in ways known to himself God can lead those who, through no fault of their own, are ignorant of the Gospel, to that faith without which it is impossible to please him, the Church still has the obligation and also the sacred right to evangelize all men.”

Now to “know” the Gospel or the Church is not to merely hear words about the Gospel or the Church. It is to really understand what is being said and to see that it is true and good. If you are sincerely seeking the truth, then that is enough. Many would be dishonest (and mercenary) if they were to embrace the Gospel or the Church with the information they have. Christopher Hitchens was right to die as an honest atheist. Had he conceded to some version of the Gospel out of fear of hell it would have been far less holy than the love of truth that he showed until the end.

You wrote:
Also, you said: “The God we believe in is perfectly just. He is everything we (and Christopher Hitchens) already love, but infinitely so.” Great. But why not call it justice then? The god you seem to portray seems nothing more than an infinitely amplified projection of humanly desire for justice, similar to what Feuerbach proposed.

We reply: You could call it justice, but the term becomes inadequate upon minimal reflection. In this case, justice is a person, or rather a Trinity of persons. We are not dealing with a mere abstraction, but with perfect love, reason, and justice personified. Without any exaggeration, we have found it to be true that every atheist who actively opposes religious ideology is rejecting “god” because of a legitimate resistance to some injustice that they think they would have to renounce if they were to accept God. For example, the notion that all non-Christians are damned is manifestly unjust, and many leave religion because of it. But that is right. We should not accept such a monster as our God. Also, the notion of the suffering of the innocent is key. Most atheists cannot abide a God who is not infinitely opposed to such horrors. But that is right too. We agree that all just people must move on and keep looking for something better than a religion that compromises our basic perceptions of justice and reason. Our position is that perfect justice (which is the desire of all human beings of good will) is only exemplified in the Gospel as understood by the Catholic Church (which is starkly different from the fundamentalist understanding.) 

You wrote:
You said “One way to experience supernatural intervention: If you go to confession, you will have the grace to believe again. The sacraments are direct encounters with supernatural intervention.” What gives you the certainty that god can forgive sins and, moreover, by the act of doing so he will endow me with a different kind of mindset that will bring me back to a belief in him? 

We reply: This is more of us speaking from personal experience. We could argue it in a proof, but are not sure if it would be anything helpful since it is mixing categories in a strange way. If you would like us to explain the psychology behind the above statement, we will. There are some very interesting considerations there. Basically, without grace to do otherwise, we are forced to see the world a certain way regardless of reason. There are some striking epistemological aspects to grace vs. non-grace. Much needs to be said before it will make sense.

You wrote:
This seems to me not only an unfounded claim but also a kind of circular thinking, since it is essential to truly regret one’s sins in order to make a valid confession. 

We reply: Only a very minimal regret is necessary. Indeed, it is almost impossible to have appropriate sorrow because we don’t understand what we are doing or the harm that sin causes. When I went to confession after a long time of atheism, it was mostly “to whom it may concern.” That was enough.

You wrote:
I do have regrets about things I did, but not in front of a god but in front of the people I mistreated and I certainly don’t regret having come to the informed conclusion that I cannot maintain my former belief in a god anymore. So, this endeavor to encounter supernatural intervention is rendered meaningless from the get-go.

We reply: We mistakenly think that we need to believe in God in order to pray. It’s not so. From a perspective of total honesty, much can be prayed conditionally. “If God exists, then I am sorry for my sins.” “If God exists, I ask for the supernatural gift of faith.” Again, we shared the point about confession because of the personal experience of it working to instantly introduce a supernatural light into one’s understanding. It’s very rational to try such things (such as conditional prayer), it’s kind of like putting your eye to a telescope when someone else says that there is an interesting thing to see on the other end.

You wrote:
Your postscript also entails another interesting question. You said “Other people (whom God has made irrevocably infinitely important) have said “no” to God, and therefore there are “holes” in divine providence because people who should have been involved in communicating his gift to you aren’t.” I am not sure if I understand you correctly but are you saying that I, having said “no” to god (although that’s putting it very bluntly), am in the way of other people’s prayers being answered? 

We reply:
Yes, but so are we. We’re all in the same boat. On our view, disorder in the world comes from sin, and most of us are simply living as we can.

This “sin brings disorder” model may seem like a far-fetched understanding of why there is so much suffering in the world. However, on a view which accepts the existence of a perfectly just God, it follows that whatever comes from God is well-ordered. Any introduction of disorder into a well-ordered system will have a ripple effect of disorder. This is provable. Our actions affect much more than our private spheres.

You wrote:
If that is what you are saying, why should an almighty god care about an insignificant maverick like me and be hindered in answering the prayers of the righteous?

We reply:
For the same reason he cares about us sinful Catholic apologists. God is love, and he does nothing other than love. It is his will (being maximally generous) that he accomplish nothing without you. The ultimate happiness of all others is divinely ordained from all eternity to come through you, and not apart from you. This never changes no matter what you do. There is a voluminous amount to say on this topic. Your sufferings, including your doubt, are the sufferings of Christ with reference to the sin of the whole world. This union with Christ is how we are saved from the diminishment which so deeply afflicts us. His glory is your glory, and this inheritance of glory is the only way that our diminished state can be made well again. We realize that we have not fully explained this :) Please keep asking questions…

You wrote:
Finally, I would like to ask you one question. Even if you don’t answer anything else I wrote today, please answer me this question as succinctly as possible: In your opinion (which should be the opinion of the Catholic Church) am I going to hell if I don’t change my ways?

We reply:
No. Your “ways” are quite manifestly the love of justice and truth. You left the Church primarily out of love of what is right. This is *not* leaving the Church. In order to go to hell, you would have to radically change your ways. Hell is a place where we send ourselves so as to avoid the greater pain of being with God (who is truth and justice). 

We have to be transformed into Christ in order for us to not condemn ourselves in the divine presence. This transformation is hard and takes a long time. However, love of justice and truth are the only things needed. He does the rest if we let him.
November 15, 2012 at 7:26pm · Like · 1